| Its been 1515 days since I joined Xanga. Thats 4.15 years. Life has changed so much for me since the day I joined. I've graduated from middle school and now, High school. You always imagine what graduating would feel like. Its not untill it's actually happening that you realize how quick it goes. Its sad to think about, but its the time of the "lasts" of childhood. Its the beginning of the "firsts" of Adulthood. Its a strange feeling. I'm a deep person but its not a sad time for me. Its not an outstandingly happy time either. Its just like time is going on like normal. Theres no fine line thats just been crossed by graduation. Its a turning point in everyones lives still yet. The end of what we were use too. The Norm is now over. Theres no going back to school in the fall after a summer of fun to make joyous reunions. No more lunches with friends sitting on the benches, waiting in line for a 4.50 plate of food. Maybe it has'nt all sank in yet. The scariest thing for me is not the change, but the fact its hard for me to notice and appricated all the change thats going on all around me, When you're young, Life seems like its going to last forever, school is still years away from being over. Its been a long time, but in causual memory it seems like its gone by so fast. I need to take more time to sit back and go over memories, If you don't use them, you lose them is a true statement. My life has change so much, maybe i'm just trying to keep a piece of who I use to be. Every moment, every second we live is not the same as the second before. We live in the present, not the past. Theres so many faces and places i've seen but have passed out of recolection. There are lots of people however that will be forever engraved in my memory and have helped me reach where I am now. Thank you so much to my Freinds, Without you i'd never have made it. All of you, past and present, those i have'nt seen in a long time or those i see everyday, you all have been a big part of my life. My family, thank you for all the understanding and love. My grandparents, I wish you could have been there for it. I'll always miss you guys, thank you for everything, and for the love. I know you never doubted I'd make it. People come togeather, People fall apart. We all walk a winding path on this earth. Sometimes our roads cross and sometimes they fork at turning points such as these. The most important thing to remember though is that life is the Journey and we should cherish every moment, every step we take with eachother and rejoyce that one day, all our paths will meet once again. Goodbyes along the way are actually just kisses and hugs untill we meet again. Take care and rememeber, Every step upon this earth should be a joyous one because no other one would do. I'm going to miss everyone who has been a part of my life, but I can find happiness in the time we have shared together. Congradulations and good luck to all of the class of 2007. |
